Hysteria

Hysteria doesn't untap during your untap step.
At the beginning of your upkeep, you may pay {4}. If you do, untap Hysteria.
At the beginning of your draw step, if Hysteria is tapped, it deals 1 damage to you.
{t}: Add {3} to your mana pool.
On the edge of sanity, Alice can tap into Hysteria for increased power.